the waiting is killing me

Two more days until my beta. I have been having a lot of cramping and lower back pain, so I am hopeful. I had both with Rhett and it turned out to be a good thing! I have also found myself crying for absolutely no reason a couple of times in the past two days. I also did that with Rhett. I am really hopeful and I don't want to be disappointed. I hope I am not attributing things to pg that could be the progesterone or estrogen I am taking. I have a digital test that I am planning to use before I go in for my bloodwork so that if it is bad news I won't have to get it for the nurse over the phone. The next couple of days are going to be sooooo hard!